Lets Carpe the Fuck out of This Diem
I'm just here to say what I really want to say without the fear of being judged.I want to act however the hell I want to and nobody have shit to say about it. Sometimes I care to much, but sometimes I don't care at all. If I say I love you I do, and know its real because I don't say it to many people. If I genuinely like you, you're lucky. I don't like where I live. I don't belong here. I am a lot happier than I used to be. I have a few people to thank for that, and I know a lot of people tried to fuck it up. As always. Good try though. I wonder what it feels like to really be in love because I'm not sure if I know. I want somebody, anybody to actually be afraid of loosing me. I want to feel like it's all worth it.I want to be me, and somebody love everything about that. I spent to much of my life trying to make everybody else happy. Now I do me, or I'm trying. I want somebody who makes me happy to be there forever and not leave me like everybody else. Maybe that's to much to ask? Judge me? Go ahead. Everybody does that to. <35T4S
